Hi again, What a Saturday I've had. I truly got to relax this morning, I woke at about 10:30, I probably could have gone on for longer but am glad I didn't (before you all gasp in shock at 10:30, I do work night shifts so it's normally my bedtime.) I was able to just sit around in my pjs and watch the Formula 1 practice 3 and qualifying with the McDaddy and just chat. it's moments like this I truly appreciate, I know most people want more in life, fame & fortune and the like, but not me. Family means more to me than anything, it always has. I've put them before love (or what I thought could have been), before my career (but they don't and will never know about it) I even at times put them before myself (a story about my Mam & organ donation for another time). Please don't get any strange notions about the above, the love thing was along time ago, my need to be with my family does not make me perfect, or weak or anything else, it's just instinc...